It was an odd thing to be a part of a pack.
They moved as one, yet were individual. One thing she was thankful for was her individuality; no matter how many she mingled with, she would be herself. However, her mind often thought back to what happened only a fortnight before.
It all blurred in her mind... She recalled a fearsome, dark creature, Avalon's merciless killing - although the wolf herself was a sweet thing, just a bit cold to killing, to which the copper herself was no stranger to - and suddenly dust. Fireflies? No, stars. Bah! She had to think about it, but all she could remember was that there were blue neon lights, and a great wolf. Hati, he called himself. Ailis had heard of him through legends, and it was a thrilling sight to see him in person. Such grace... It was better than the stories, she decided.
After a rather awkward explanation as to why she lied about her name - thankfully leaving out the bad tidbits and just saying "she needed shelter from being on the run" - they left it at that, although she can tell by their looks that one day they'll get the full story. Ailis snorted. As if. It wasn't entirely far from the truth, but more or less a lie. Ah well, what they don't know won't hurt them. What also happened was that her body was recovering, and she was now a healthy weight. After being encouraged to eat by her pack mates, she began to fill out, and was a bit plump to be honest. It was a bother, though, because now her fur poofed with the fat.
Unlike others, she saw, she didn't linger too much on Memphis. Well, not in the way they must have. During her times helping Jo around, she often saw his eyes go blank with distant fear, and others seemed to linger in their thoughts. She took a shot in the dark to say it was Memphis. Ailis would never admit it, but she admired the wolf. If he wasn't so terribly inclined to the death of wolves, he possessed qualities that she learned were quite useful. Also, he was an inspiration in her story telling. After all, who wouldn't want to hear of a great black wolf whom could summon the stars and fire?
Jo's sharp voice cut through her thoughts, telling them to catch up. She scrunched her nose lightly, smiling and jogging to catch up to him. For once, she was content. Perhaps it was because, in her opinion, she has seen far too many things to be too perturbed by recent events. Sure, it was horrifying, but... Maybe it was because she wasn't directly tied into the events. The copper stood on the sidelines and helped when needed, but wasn't affected by it particularly. She remembered that being on the sidelines allowed her to catch something interesting, such as Memphis's ghost nearby Rebekka, but that was about it.
However, her face fell the more she listened to Jo. A special someone?
Repopulate? She scoffed. In the past few weeks she got to know the wolves better, and they her hopefully, but she didn't develop any "best friends". They were probably put off by her cynical and grumpy attitude, even when bright. Ailis especially gave careful attention to those she knew didn't like her because of the dark look she gave them the first they met before the attack. If the copper was going to stay, which apparently she is now, she wanted to at least be on good grounds with most if not all of the pack.
Her eyes swept the area. Most wolves went for the roses nearby, but she gave it a thought. Jo said any flower, not a rose in specific. Yes, roses symbolized love, but Ailis wanted to be unique. If she was going to give any wolf a rose, might as well make it count.
She bounded off to the nearby fields and looked around. How wonderful, she thought bitterly. The only flowers in abundance were poppies, daisies, thistles, and dandelions. Not letting this become an obstacle, she plucked plenty of all, even some lavender she found a distance away.
By the time she came back to the stone hedge, she had a bouquet of wild flowers in mouth that blocked her own face. It was a comical sight, to see a body that was usually associated with storms, rocks, and sarcasm to be flower-faced and have a slightly wagging tail.
They won't be getting any of my flowers, she thought when she saw the looks some wolves gave her. Hmph! Then, by all means, Ailis will keep them for herself. They did smell rather nice....
The copper shook her head. Now was not the time to be the bitter aunt of the pack. Now was the time to make a friend, a
real friend. Finally settle down and start to build relationships with the wolves. Not romantically, as she was certain only a mad wolf would find her attractive with scars and a torn ear, but perhaps close friends. That would be nice. The only question now was to pick who she would declare her new true friend.
Sheepishly, she looked around, before burying her face in the flowers with her ears laid back.
Ailis decided to give it to whomever gave her a flower first, and if nobody came, then Ginger. The lovely little thing was always friendly with her, and the copper had a soft spot for pups, so she immediately took the other under her wing, even if she treated the pup cynically as well.
"
Yes, that's what I will do," she mumbled into the flowers.
Oh dear goodness, help me, she thought.
Wolves Addressed: Herself?
Wolves Mentioned: Ginger, Jo, Rebekka, Memphis, Pack
Notes: A bit rushed. Oh Ailis, you're so mean but when it comes to flowers you're such a shy little thing. PM for any edits.